Main Pusing-Pusing

Ikan di dalam kolam tu kelihatan berlengar-lengar di ruang sempit ni.
Makanan mereka ku tabur di atas permukaan air tu.
Kelihatan air itu berkuak...

Kemudian, ku duduk di pinggir tu menikmati tingkah laku mereka.
Alangkah bagusnya aku menjadi seperti mereka.
Main dalam air, makan, renang ke hulu ke hilir, pastu.. tidur.
Apa- apa pun tak perlu dibimbang kan.
Cuma kena bimbang bila tarikh mati mereka dah sampai, kita baham daging mereka.
Tapi apa boleh kita buat.
Maklumlah, dah jadi lumrah hidup kita. Orang putih kata "circle of life".
Ha! Kita pun main pusing-pusing la... I eat you, you eat me...

Eh eh.... Bukannya maksud kita makan sesama manusia.... Lah~~ Kita bukannya orang Mauri.
Kalau macam tu, mungkin tak manusia ini akan pupus?
Hahaha.. Tapi, lupakan lah...

"I eat you, you eat me" secara tersiratnya, itu melambangkan kerakusan manusia ni.
Dah la sama spesis...
Tapi mau buli sesama sendiri.
Ajaran nenek moyang kita, pun kita dah lupa.
Apa nak jadi ni?
Oh manusia.... You dengan aku pun sama.
Kita main pusing-pusing dalam dunia. Kitaran hidup.

Pada zaman dahulu, atuk nenek kita suka saling tolong menolong.
Apabila kawan ada masalah, atuk nenek kita pergi tolong.
Tak kira warna kulit, bangsa.
Tetapi, pada suatu hari, lahirlah wang.
Atuk nenek itu pun mula menyayangi wang itu.
Kasih dan sayang yang mengunung dilimpahkan pada wang.
Hidup atuk nenek kini cuma mereka bertiga.
Wang tu bagaikan intan berlian mereka.

Hinggakan pada suatu hari, wang telah hilangkan diri.
Resah pulak atuk nenek tu.
Mulalah pencarian wang.
Naik gunung, turun bukit, masuk laut, keluar sungai...
Namun hampa juga.
Bayang-bayang pun tidak ada.
Jiran-jiran atuk nenek pun mula lah menghulurkan bantuan.
Akhirnya, tak jumpa jugak.

Atuk nenek tak percaya wang akan hilang begitu sahaja.
Mulalah atuk nenek itu membuat kesimpluan mereka sendiri.
Disangkalkan pula wang itu dicuri orang.
Disangkalkan jiran jiran mereka yang melakukannya.
Mula lah perangai mereka berubah.
Hati menjadi sehitam arang.
Kampung mereka menjadi tidak tenteram.
Semua jiran itu menjadi suspek.
Ditengking, di geledah rumah mereka.
Atuk nenek yang dulu pun telah ghaib.
Atuk nenek sekarang bagaikan hilang panduan hidup sebenar.
Ajaran, agama, teladan, sikap positif telah mereka kuburkan.

Tingkah laku atuk nenek itu telah merebak ke seluruh kampung.
Semua penduduk sudah tidak saling percaya mempercayai.
Semuanya kerana wang.
Hidup mereka menjadi hilang panduan original dahulu kala.
Semua kerana kemunculan wang.
Mereka saling tidak mempercayai satu sama lain.

Wang muncul secara tiba tiba setelah sekian lama menghilangkan diri.
Mengetahui betapa bernilainya wang, pak cik yang jumpa dia tu simpan lah dia.
Mana tau, atuk nenek tu mendapat berita itu terus meluru ke rumahnya.
Tapi, pak cik tu memberikan syaratnya...
Kalau nak wang, nak jumpa wang, jadilah hamba abdi....
Kerana terlalu menyayangi wang, atuk nenek pun bersetuju la.

Begitulah kisahnya... Ah... Hari pun dah malap... Penat pinggul ku duduk lama lama bercerita ni...
Nyamuk banyak pulak tu... Dah! I mau beristirehat dalam rumah. Tunggu la bila ada idea i cerita lagi lah...

The Pole

The hot sun is shinning bright down the earth.
Not only it provides with the sun light.
But it brings the heat too.

Right in the middle of the desert, there, stand strong steel pole.
It has been there for more than a couple of decades.
Standing there all alone through out the years.
Giving comfort to those travellers.
Giving them place to lean.
Letting them to gain back their energy to walk to their destination.

Many people come and go in the pole's life.
It has try it's very best to help those who need it.
And never ask for return.

Till one day, it suddenly feel that the sand in the desert could not longer hold it.
It asked the help of one of a traveller to push it deeper into the sand.
To strengthen it.
However, the traveller replied.
"No, I cant."
Then the pole asked him why.
He said, "Cause you're to hot to be touched. It'll burn my hand."
And he just walked away.
Many other travellers too replied the same thing.

Few months past, and the pole found another traveller. Request the same thing.
And the traveller is very kind hearted enough. He helped the pole to push deeper into the sand.
Hence, the pole thanked him and asked him why he help.
"Well, if you're not strong, how am I suppose to lean on you?"
"True."

Although the pole felt a bit hurt, but it felt fine a minute later.
Cause it thought to itself.
"I'm just a pole. It's ok. At least I still can help one traveller to regain energy. And many others that are coming."
The pole knows that its life is about helping others.
Strong wind, under the hot sun, it still stand tall and be ready to help someone.

When the traveller gained his energy, he walked a distance. Then he stopped.
The pole saw him charged towards him. And gave a big bang to it's body.
The pole found its stand start to get loose. It's body started to lean to the left.
The pole was angry, and curious why he did that.

The traveller said, "Well, thanks for letting me to have a rest. But sorry to say, I only straighten you up cause i want to rest. If other travellers want to have it, then they shall straighten you up themselves.

The pole felt terribly hurt. Though the pole forgive the man for the first time. But this time, he is just too much.

Leaning side ward since then on, he got no other choice. Just to wait some one to help me stand up again.

Other travellers saw it. But just walk past it although it has ask for their favour. They ignore it cause they think it is useless...

Till it come to a time, it has given up.

But one day, the pole at last saw another traveller... And the pole knows it is going to fall to the ground if it's not straighten back.

The pole still has the anger to those who passed by him without helping him when he is in need.
He felt that people has totally use it only.
At the same time, he is falling down anytime.

Should or should not forgive them after so much pain the people had caused him? How many more forgiveness can it offer after one after one had hurt him so much?

What you think the pole should do?

Smart Kids Fair @ Bukit Kiara Equestrian Park

It's been such a long time since the last time i post something here.
Hmm... All becasue I got no mood and lazy... Hahaha...
Recently I just finished edit some pictures that I took when I was working.

Yeah... Working around nearby horses. That was a wonderful experience. Having the chance to watch all the horses have their legs work out with the riders on their back. Horses has been my all time favourite animal.

Recommended by my fren, Wing, to work on this job. This is my first time ever working on registery for an event. Also the first time to work with children. Not bad hey... Just key in all the data. Lucky me din meet any hard-to-handle parents during registration. Work for three days.

The last day is the day I took all these photos.:

Well these a some of the photos that I took and edited. There are many more. Well, if I have the time and in the mood, then you will see more.. hehehe... That's all for now :)